What Depression is Like: How I Feel

Someone (who will remain unidentified) asked me to help explain depression to a loved one, and I was hesitant. It’s not that I lacked the desire to help them, but rather that I felt I lacked the expertise. First problem I see is that depression is different for each person, there are a few shared […]

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Goals to Help with Food Waste

So I have seen some videos and read articles about food waste and just how bad Americans are with it. I have also just been able to figure this out for myself, I know how bad I am with food, and it’s awful. Our landfills are getting worse due in large part to food, and […]

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The Struggle with Getting Back on Track

As you may or may not know I hit a major depression storm not too long ago. It started off slowly but then kicked off to a fairly terrible point. It’s not the worst I have ever gotten, but it was nearing it. I was finally able to crawl myself out of that hole just […]

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Slipping on my Routine

I can sadly already feel myself slipping, and we are just barely into the 3rd month of this year. After a number of years (too many) of having unhealthy habits (both physically and otherwise), I wanted to reset and do better. It’s been a slow process with some progress, not enough in my opinion, but […]

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Working from Home and Habits

There are certain pros and cons to working from home. One of the biggest cons is actually related to many little cons; it’s that you can develop and stick with bad habits. It’s easy to throw yourself off, not having a routine, welcome distractions, little things that over time build up to massive problems. I […]

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DACA and Democrats

The first time I did a political post on this blog I promised that they would not be too frequent. I know in these times we are inundated with politics almost everywhere we turn. Yet they are important, they matter, so to completely avoid them would be impossible to me. If you haven’t read a […]

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The Middle

I am very much struggling with personal blog posts lately. I have written in the past about how it can be hard to feel like I have much to say. I think a large part of that is feeling stuck. When I don’t feel proud of my accomplishments (or like they are even happening), it’s […]

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2018 Goals/Resolutions

I realize of course that the New Year has already begun so this post might seem a bit late. However, have been recovering from being out of town as well as being sick. At this point I feel like going forward with 2018 is really my starting point of the year, and I am choosing […]

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Being More Positive in 2018

If you follow me on social media, and/or have been following this blog for awhile, you have probably noticed at least a few things about my attempts to be more positive. This is something I have needed to work on for years. I am exceptionally easy to push into negativity holes where I just brood […]

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Struggling

My Twitch career has been tumultuous at best. It has been plagued by my mental health issues, my own laziness, switching my name, my inability to keep a schedule, and a million other things. To be honest, right now it’s currently plagued by my feeling I should just give up. It has been years since […]

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