So I wanted to address something as it may or may not come up in the future, and I’d rather get this out of the way now. My nickname LolliZombi comes from my combined love of many things, including Lollipop Chainsaw and the general vibe of combining the cute (lollipops) with the creepy (zombies).
I did originally start with LoliZombie, though, due to my love of anime. I obviously do not condone the lolicon stuff (if you don’t know what it is, you don’t want to know), but it was kind of part of anime fandom for a while for people to try to laugh and embrace the word and I got caught up in that. I also thought it more heavily leaned towards the same vibe of cute meets creepy.
As I got older, I realized this was not okay. It is condoning something that I flat out don’t, and you can’t make it something cutesy. So I changed the spelling and honestly feel it’s more reflective of my original intent anyway, so I should have done it in the first place.
I should have known better from the get-go, and frankly, part of me did and tried to defend it for way too long when I knew it was at the very least flirting with not being okay.
If this is something that bothers you to the extent you feel you cannot support me, honestly, I get that. All I can do is apologize and move forward.
Thank you for your time