I’ve gotten too used to multitasking. While I am playing a game I am always spending time during loading screens doing something else. While I am watching something I am either playing, reading, or writing. While I am doing this, I am always doing that. I have gotten used to my reality being always doing two or more things. I can never just focus on one thing.

The reality is this is killing my writing. I need to give it my all, I need to simply focus on just writing. I used to be able to do that, and I was more productive when it came to writing. My skill has improved over time, but I am shooting myself in the foot with my lack of ability to just make it happen.

I need to mute twitch, mute tv, shut down my whole world and just focus in on it. Stop trying to multi task, and give my all to writing. My desire and ability to multi task is a good thing overall, but when it comes to this it’s killer. I must focus and dial in. I must make writing my only focus, I have to write like I used to.

It can’t be part of a greater puzzle. It can’t be something I do while I do something else. It has to be my everything again.

If I don’t… then I fear it’s over